i just wished that it is a mutual affection. what hurts me most is if all of these was just one-sided.
i need reassurance, even though i already know i won't get it after all, in the end.
but somehow lately we've been growing apart, less interaction, and it feels different i'm worried sick. dunno if i'm being needy or what, it just doesn't seem right.
it's just seems so hard to start a conversation with you. and with all the tweets getting unreplied, it kinda sulked me out, you know? i feel like being ignored. do you know that even one mention -even though it's a bulk reply- always cheered me up? more so with a sole mention. definitely can't stop grinning.
i just want to know, what 's going on, really? did you annoyed by my blabbering? well just say it already, i'm better at knowing the hard truth than being uncertain like this.
suddenly i miss the old times, when we chatted nonstop all night, all those wacky faux-romance, couple hunting.. now we don't even do it anymore. i know maybe it's because we are getting used to each other, now we became like normal friends and what.
but you know what?
the truth is, i want more.
call me being a possessive freako, but it is definitely what i want right now. i just don't want that the bond we have would be vanished into thin air, like what we talked last night.
yes, don't ever leave me, please.
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